"This is a mistake."
Pulling off the browned lettuce
scraping off too much
ketchup/mayo/cream cheese/sauce/etc.
Thinking of her stockings
and what she looks like in the morning
This is a mistake.
Thinking her hair is in horrible waves
and her fingers destroyed
and her nose running
Thinking of the possibilities of fur coats
and pencil skirts
and diamonds
She is wanting a bath
and a glass of wine
and the ripest pears
and to be back in the breathy shadows
of the orchard
or waist-deep in the tidepool
and she is thinking of that day on the beach
when she was three feet tall
with the yellow blanket over her shoulders
and white hair
bending over for a sand dollar
and looking up for a photo
her mother's shadow in the corner of the frame.